dear other being,
please help my heart feel what my head knows. i’ve had a perpetually upset stomach for the last two weeks, and i’m sick of it. anxiety, anxiety, what a horrible feeling! there is no reason for it. no matter how i feel, it won’t change what is happening around me. i can simply modify my reaction to ,and feelings about until it doesn’t hurt anymore, but until i, or anyone for that matter, learns how to do that, its weed and this horrible feeling like everything is falling down around me.
maybe finding someone to make out with would make me feel better? or maybe it would just make me feel worse. i don’t know anything anymore, and that might be the scariest part!
